No matter how much I miss you, I can only pretend I don't..
Even if I want to care for you, I have to pretend I don't..
How long can this last? I hope someone could give me a definite answer. However, no one could. They only told me, as time passes, things do fade away as well as the pain I feel.
I felt really heart broken seeing you like this. Knowing that the hardwork we put in together yet because of her or some reason, you actually affect the results. I really feel like hating you after all these you've done. But, I couldn't force/ make myself too... Although I'm being hurt so badly, scarred so badly... I just couldn't. I want a way of relief now.. I don't know how much longer I can pretend to be strong.. I'm very tired of all these now.. I wish things could be back like normal. Like how we used to be. Enjoying time & working hard together, lovingly... <\3
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