Sometimes, a flashback of what had happened will happen just like things would have been like yesterday. It might be heart-warming, happy and sad. It might cause me to miss you once again, like before but after the thing that you've done, what you've done to hurt me and left me all by myself reminded me over and over again, you aren't the one I know in the past. The one that cared for me and will always be by my side no matter what happens. This made me realized, it's a right choice to not chase after you but to hold myself back and move on all by myself. It shall just be treated as part of a long lost memory and a fairytale that would never ever happen in reality.