Confuse at mind and heart.

I'm so confused now. I'm so confuse at mind and at heart.
Friends are suppose to help one another at least right? But I got this feeling and mentality that you don't even want to help me at all. When I asked you for something, you said that you'll check. You said that you'll tell me later. But what? NO. No replies at all. When I asked, you told me you don't have. At least after you checked, have the courtesy to tell me? Notify me? And not make me wait for it like a silly fool. Then in the end you say you don't have. Do you really hate me so much? So much that you don't even want to help me at all? We're studying the same subject and you told me you went out to study. How can you even forget to bring the guide out? Then what are you even studying? How you expect me to believe these? I'm not a 7 year old kid. Do I really mean nothing to you anymore? Not even a tiny bit? Seriously.