Well, feeling quite disastrous now.
Today, Rained heavily at 7 plus. 
Reached school wet! Mostly my shoes-.- Eww.. feel so disgusting. 
It totally last for one whole day!
Lit quote quiz postponed. 
P.E went AVA room for the dance again-.-
Recess was alright.
Thank you Liyana for listening to my problems that's troubling me:)
Back to class, Geography next.
Lesson was alright. Understand better now.
SS was fun? 
Changed seat with Ching Kang. LOL.
Helped Jobie with her stuffs.
Ate lunch with Shadame, Rachel & Chang yen.
Went back at 2.30:)

I'm not sure if I did the correct thing.. but at least that's what I felt is best for now..
I'm always thinking about stupid stuffs and that caused me to feel more and more heavy...
I do not want this but maybe, just maybe that for now. 
I really feel very depressed about all this.
I feel like I couldn't take it anymore.
Maybe this is the only way that it could help me a little while the rest is up to time to help...
I really feel that if what you said is true, please don't do things that let me think that it conflicts what you say.
I am trying real hard to forget you. I really am.
But provided you do what you are and don't do what you are not supposed to.
Staying in this way really hurts me deeply. It really does.
Whatever you say really leaves me in great pain sometimes.
I just feel like you say what you want without thinking that it would hurt me deeply, indeed very deep inside.
I don't expect you to be like what I hope to but, at least.. Don't let me think what you don't want me to.
Your actions tells me something while your words conflicts with it. 
I know I might have a really big chance of thinking too much, overly much.
Maybe in the first place this is not possible at all. 
Maybe I shouldn't have placed such heavy hopes on it.
I couldn't help it as it comes naturally. 
I really couldn't.
But all this might just be a nice dream i'm having? 
I should wake up now huh? This dream is really too perfect to be true I guess.
As for your friends, I would ignore what they have said previously.
I know that they are saying about you but I've chose to act ignorant about it.
If you really felt the way they say, I think that you will tell me personally just like what you said.
I really will stop thinking about this and concentrate with my studies first.
I really will.