Confused at heart?

Thursday

Having bad mood swings lately.
Didn't even know why did it happen:/
Didn't know what am I feeling at this moment. So confused and frustrated.
Couldn't it stop being this way? It's hard to live this way. Seriously hard.

Worst still, she's making things difficult for me. Not that I don't want to but I've got no time.
WTH you want me to do? Can't you be a little more understandable to people? Who says that being _______, You could treat people like this?
If you are rushing for time, I am too.
You think I want it to be this way?
NO.
I have no time too. But I am willing to sacrifice that 40 mins just for it. I can even be like what my friends told me to, just heck care lar. I also want to now. Since I told you means I care about it. And you just turned and walk away w/o a word. And me? Standing there like a freaking idiot.
If you think that i'm wasting the hell outta your time, just give me a simple grade. It's a simple job for you to do that. If you don't want it, I am FINE with it. Damn freaking mad.

Well, thanks besties for cheering me up again:)
I know i shouldn't be too upset about it but I am seriously feeling very stress>< I feel that my grades are all dropping alot lately.. Seriously, I don't have the mood. Thank you all for spending time to cheer me up.
I really appreciate it alot:D

Haiz.. Think I am having PMS lately. So please don't take it to heart if i somehow..  I am having a bad attitude towards you all at this period of time. I just don't wish to flare up at people for no reason too.. Don't offend me for nothing. Seriously, it will be bad.

REALLY BAD! ):


FRIDAY


Celebrated National day in school today. Feeling quite moody in the morning. Totally don't have the mood to celebrate too.
Teacher ask if I'm okay. Haha. I told him that I'm fine. Well.. He told me that if I'm feeling tired standing, I could sit down and rest. Well, I didn't. LOL. 


Felt better after talking to Jobie, Liyana & Hazdi. Went to the hall after that. Hong fai keep on disturbing me (-.-) But had lots of fun thanks to them. haha. Went Ehub after school. Left at ard 2.15. Walk home alone>< I don't know where's my Ezlink cause I don't know where's my wallet! 


Haiz.. Sad. Was very tired so slept immediately after I reached home.. Haha. Woke up at ard 9.30, bathed and ate dinner. Well, I'm bored!! Who's free to entertain me? 


ohh, cute baby fluffy's lying on my hand now. haha, such a cutie i have with me=) He seriously can cheer me up lotsxD


Okay should stop writing now,
Bye=)