Missing you...

I missed you so much! I can't help it time after time to peek at you. Doubt you know this anyway. Just hope that you don't get the wrong idea from all the rumours going around. I missed you yet I can't do anything about it. All I can do is to look through all our happy memories, all our pictures. I think I somehow regretted why didn't I take more photos with your phone. So that you can have more photos of us to view at. Maybe you won't forget me so easily..? I am however glad that I have your photos with me so that I still can remember you in some ways. I am glad that I have the photos so that when I missed you, at least I still can see the times where we smile through and enjoy with one another. How I hope these few days coincidence is on purpose.. Purposely created by you such that you can see me or otherwise.. How I really hope so. But I don't dare to have that high hope.. You don't seem to care about me anymore.. No matter what, I will wait.. Even if it's disappointments and hurting time and time again.. I just hope that at least in a corner of your heart... There's still a place for me. I still love you and I am sure about it.. I just hope that there's a miracle and a chance for us together again.. I really just wish for it. Like what I've said, you're my want and my need as well. Just that I didn't show you the picture in the past. I should have done so. So that you know how important you are to me.. Just so you know at least... :(