5/10/12
You messaged me first yesterday. Upon receiving the message, I was surprised and happy. Although you messaged me to notify me that you're not going for tuition, but you asked me about if I knew that there's lesson. At least you care.. Even if it's only school matters. It really brightens my day. At least I know that you still have that tiny bit of care for me. Maybe, by leaving you alone for awhile... It at least makes you think about me.. I just hope that there's more of these.. We managed to chat alittle, and I felt happy and contented because it's been long since we've talked. Maybe you really do care but you refuse to show it to me.. I hope so too. Hope that this is the case and by end of O levels, you'll find the feeling back again.. Because I've really changed and I'm sure you've realized it too. Now that I know about the mistake, I just hope to at least try again so that I can do it better. I have never ever regretted being with you. Not for once at all. Because I didn't treasure you enough. Even if we are unable to get back together again... Then maybe it's because we aren't fated... No one knows about the future. Guess, I'll just let nature take its course. But I really do hope that you can be normal and easy with me like before. I wished that we can interact more like before...
6/10/12
I didn't know why you can just meet me right after class to get your worksheet but you didn't want instead you want to get from me on Monday, the funny thing is on Sunday, we'll see one another in science tuition.. Maybe you just didn't want to let others know that we've interact or I don't know.. I just hope that things do change for the better. Although maybe now.. You still have got feelings for her. It's just hope but I hope it's not wishful thinking only. I hope you realize my change and find back what we've lost or we can just build it again. I'll be waiting. Because apparently, you've stolen my heart before I even knew it. You seem essential in my life now I guess. I just hope that you'll know.. Thanks for brightening my day yesterday. (: it really make me feel the hope again.. Although it may not be true. I hope that by the end of year, it doesn't come crashing down on me..