Yahh of course!
I asked from you and you said later. 
Who's the one who is owing who?
You don't even have a single initiative to give it to me & nicely said that you give me personally. 
I no longer need that so I don't care.


Conversation on last Saturday, I have already told you. 
There is not a need to waste time on apologizing to me because no matter what you do now, I will not forgive you. What you have done is too much. 
If you feel stupid, well.. that's the stuff you are doing. I didn't say that you must apologize to me. 
Moreover, I asked you to forget it that there's not a need for an apology anymore.


Get this straight. 
You are not the only one who helped and accompanied me last time. 
Don't make it like as if you are my benefactor and I must forgive you because of this.
Mind you, this are to different things. Moreover, that's in the past!
I thought that you all along hoped for this? Didn't you asked me to get out of your life because i'm a bitch?
Ohhh! wait! I forgot, I'm not even in your life and i'm glad about that!


You don't make it like as if i'm the one who always had problems and you are the one who is cheering me up.
Yahhs, I agreed you did cheer me up a few times but, do you remember something?
It is you who are having a thousand lots of problems and you always find Shadame and I.
We are always the one listening to your problems and stuff, giving you advices.
But? Did you listen? NO.  


Don't you even feel a little awkward digging up the past? 
Just move on.
Didn't you say that you are moving on with your life?
More than enough chances are given to you but you didn't cherish all of them! 
How many more am I suppose to give you? 


Now, it just annoys me if all this goes on.
Stop making yourself as a victim because this all happens due to your petty & insulting character.
Then, stop all this bullshit.
You are right. I will not forgive you.
But, without me as a friend, the others are still your friends provided they treat you as one.
I don't control what they choose so, even if they don't, it's non of my business.


You don't have to ask anyone for help anymore because there is no one else which you can ask for.
All my friends knew what happen now.
Who else do you want to ask for help?
My class? Friends i'm not close to? 
LOL!


Save that effort. Seriously, I can tell you. No one else can help you anymore.
If my closest friend which knows all my stuff can't even convince me to forgive you, no one else can.
I'm not a unreasonable person who will get angry over nothing.
This year, I've changed my attitude and it's no longer like last time.
I don't get mad over small stuffs anymore and I don't blow easily.
People who really know what you have done feels disgusted too.
How do you expect the person who experienced it to feel?


I don't wish to talk about this anymore. 
So, stop bugging me and my friends about this.
They are not your messenger. 
They don't have help you to deliver messages to me.


As for who you want to tell this to, I can't control it too.
Anyway, just like I've said, there will be no more communications made between us.
So there is not a need to hang on to this anymore.
Just move on.