:(

:( !
Why must it be like this again?
I don't want myself to be this way.
It's nearing exams..
I can't possibly stay like that for now.
I don't wish to and don't want to!
Every time this happens, I always miss it..
I really scared that I could no longer take it anymore..
Why?
Most importantly, WHAT can I do?
I want it to go away for some time.
I want to run away from this but i can't.
T.T