Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I enjoyed myself:D
Although.. didn't know there's cca :x
Not on purpose tho..

I hope what others say is true... 
I really hope I could read your mind, and see what you think about me :x
Are those hints or are those just... 
I hope that they are hints.
Although I wouldn't dare to tell you what I am thinking sometimes, but I don't wish to hide from you too..
Just like you asking me to be more open with you.. 
Maybe? Maybe not..?
Hope it is all not my wishful thinking, please..
:C

Sunday, October 17, 2010

I really hope so...

Birthday yesterday was kinda bored..
Afternoon met jobie and went whitesands for presents for friends.
Rushed for tuition later, reached about 3.05 :O
Ya, Birthday yet there's tuition! 
How saddening..
Went home chatted with people on msn.
Asked Edmund out for movie since he wanted to watch it too, but he can't make it so went with family.
Text him almost the whole day. haha!
Went to watch the child's eye.
Kinda okay lar. But the last scene was... confusing?
& it ruin the show i guess.
haha! 
Reached back home at 11.30pm
Chatted on MSN, went to slp:D

Friday, October 15, 2010

Happy Birthday TO ME!:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! :D
ahhaha!
So happy, First! :)
Hope that it is all true! =D

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Steamboat! ^^

Steamboat for today!!! ^^
Studying for Geography & physics after that:)
Hope it turns out well!

Monday, October 4, 2010

Whatever! :)

Whatever! :)
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Studying for exams now:)
Gonna dump everything aside currently, my blog:)
Will be back on 15 October!
12 more days!! ^^

Sunday, October 3, 2010

This is my blog, I want to express my thoughts, got a problem with it? 
Then leave, don't view it:)
It's not about calling people bitch or whatever, dickhead-.-
It's about all the insults.
If you really forget and move on, you would not address the person as a bitch.
LOL. If you knew that it was a long ago thing, stop asking others if I said anything about you when you saw me.
It's obvious that day you zoomed in front of us purposely and I can tell you, it's seriously childish-.-
Even if I said bad things about you, you can't do anything too so, why bother asking?
Or maybe you want to slap and scratch me and go crying after that?
Well, you might want to consider twice about that.  
Seriously, doing this would only make me pity you.
FYI, friends don't call friends bitch?
Maybe a joking manner that everyone knows it but once/ twice is enough.
You? Oh please! 
Everyone knows that it is not joking, and it's alot of times!
Such a " Good and Nice" friend you are:)
Get over it. 
Don't make it as you are the victim as you are not:)

Saturday, October 2, 2010

-.- . :/

Calling someone "bitch" is forgiving uh?
Wow! I just knew that-.-

LOL!
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You really don't know or is it that you are being blur?
Regretted starting it again.. :/
Should have persevere in the first place! :( 

Friday, October 1, 2010

Paper 1 are done:D
Hope that it would be alright.. :)
Got back maths test^^ scored 10/14!
So happy:D
Took chemistry retest and cher marked on the spot!
Got the highest I could have for the retest^^!
Used 5 papers for Chinese paper 1 today.
Hope that the results won't be unexpectedly bad..
Received a orange rubber thingy from teacher for Children's day.
Haha! so cuteeee!! Can't get over it^^!
Well, went fro lunch at KFC again with Liyana & Sean.
Went back home after that:)

I really can't stop thinking about you..
Seems like as time goes by, it has grown deeper.
But, I don't regret it as I find it worthy^^!
Although it is difficult at times..

Monday, September 27, 2010

^^/ :(

Today school was quite alright I guess.
Except that towards the end, I felt like sleeping><
During ending of geography lesson, my stomach begin to hurt lots..
Don't know why.. Gastric/ Cramp? o.O
Tired of school nowadays. 
Lots of things to catch up.
Regret slacking previously..
Might be going out for studies with Sean & others! ^^
Got back geography test today!
I passed, 14/20:D
Although not as good as I expected haha!
Hmm, maths test today.
Didn't manage to finish:/
But at least I tried my best to do whatever I can.
Hope it would be alright:)
Really working hard nowadays:D
Hope that all the tests would be okay.. just don't fail can liao le. 
Don't expect too much from those.

Feeling quite emotional nowadays?
Well, I feel like a silly girl waiting for something that looks like will not happen.
Maybe, just once again.. I expected something from someone again.
The reason for my happiness and as well as being sad..
I couldn't control it.
Checking my phone every minute hoping that there's something from someone.
Guess, it would not happen.
False hopes?
I don't want to think too much about it.
But it just pop out in my head. 
Can't help it.. Seriously:(
Nobody can cheer me up only you I guess..
Seems like it's a hardwork for others.
I really can't stop thinking about you.
Exams are nearing.
I can't and don't want to bear the consequences for these..
I can't afford for these to happen now.
Or else, all my hardwork would go down the drain.
I don't know what to do.
Lost~

Saturday, September 25, 2010

:(

:( !
Why must it be like this again?
I don't want myself to be this way.
It's nearing exams..
I can't possibly stay like that for now.
I don't wish to and don't want to!
Every time this happens, I always miss it..
I really scared that I could no longer take it anymore..
Why?
Most importantly, WHAT can I do?
I want it to go away for some time.
I want to run away from this but i can't.
T.T