Today is a saturday, haha! My off day today. Hmm, planning to switch my off day next week to Friday to attend my sister's graduation ceremony. Release of O level's result's date is nearing. Haiz, hope that worse come to worse, I could get an average result at least.. :x Of course, I hope that I could get a good result to enter my long wished course. haha. Hmm, haven't packed my notes for Yong Bin. Gosh, I'm so lazy to even touch it. What a mountain of papers! :/ Well, stayed at home the whole day. Feels so nice hugging my baby reindeer. I miss the person who gave it to me alot. But there's nothing I can do though. haiz. I just miss the times we're happy together. The saddest thing is that you can be normal to even someone you were very angry with but not me. Even if I knew that there's little chance but I don't want to give up because I can't do it. I've tried... All I want is just to be with you happily. Just a simple life together with you each and everyday without worries like how we've started and not like this.. I bet that person won't know anything as I doubt he'll see this. If he would, he would have seen my post in our blog. :/

* Never judge a person by its cover. She may look happy outside but in actual fact, she's crying every night and bleeding inside every single time. *